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Awakening Was Supposed to Feel Like Bliss. It Didn't
Years of physics and philosophy pointed at one insight. When it finally landed, something in me reacted in a way no book had warned me about. The real question was who was reacting.
Nonduality lived day to day, plus scripture and the ancients reread.
Years of physics and philosophy pointed at one insight. When it finally landed, something in me reacted in a way no book had warned me about. The real question was who was reacting.
I'm a Christian, and I'd read Romans 1:20 a hundred times as an argument about design. Then physics and philosophy changed the reader, and the same words started pointing somewhere else entirely.
Every concept in place, every quote memorized, and the suffering stayed exactly where it was. The way out wasn't one more idea. It was something the intellect can't do on your behalf.